unexpected turn of things

it's been a very~~ long time since my last post....

a lot of things happened since the start of this year...
happy things, unhappy stuff, unimaginable happenings....

all those things i've nvr imagined, happened just like that...
after experiencing all these, i guess i felt different somehow...

who would've guessed that i'm still in tpi..
who would've guessed that i'm not in sg...
who would've guessed that...........................

but i guess they're all part of my life.,..

some ppl say that u can control fate..
some say that ur fate's in ur own hands...
but some things happen so fast n suddenly that there's nothing u can do about it..
sometimes we tried to control fate
we tried to defy it..
but still, sometimes, in some situations, u can't deny that u have to go with the flow..

am i trying to be optimistic??
or the truth is just that i can't accept the truth...

for now, all i know is..
no matter how things turn out to be, they're part of my life..
part of what makes me who i am...
i have to accept n make the best out of it..

i'll do my best!