Thursday, 21 January 2010

which is the right thing to do?

It was a sunny day. A young man was boarding a ship back to his hometown. He was in his last year of the university. He decided to go back home to visit his family before concentrating on his thesis. He looked outside the window, at the blue sea and bright sky, picturing himself and his parents at his graduation ceremony. He was glad that he could make them proud. After all, he's their only child. He smiled as he thought to himself, "I wish that day would come sooner."

He must have fallen asleep for the next thing he knew was the ship was in a state of chaos. All are frantic. Then he realized that the ship was going to sink. The ship was hit by a huge wave. When he recovered from his shock, he decided that he must do something.

So here are the two possible things he did:

POSSIBILITY 1 :

The young man then pulled out the safety jacket from under the seat. While he was going to put it on, he saw a lady who had sit beside him having trouble with her safety jacket. So, he helped her put hers on. Then he saw another who needed help, and another, and another. After mumbled a word of thanks, those whom he helped rushed out. But the sinking ship didn't wait for him to save those people, and of course it didn't give him more time to save himself. Hours later, they found him, together with several others who didn't manage to survive the tragedy.

Many came to his funeral, including those whose lives he saved. They cried and kept on expressing how grateful they were, calling him a lifesaver. His family, especially his parents, sat quietly at a corner.

Years later, those who survived the incident, saved by the young man or not, continued their lives, living everyday to the fullest. His family did too. The only difference was that whenever they saw photographs of him, tears rolled down their cheeks. The devastating feeling of losing him was not easy to forget.


POSSIBILITY 2 :

The young man then pulled out the life jacket and put it on as fast as he could. As he did this, he noticed the lady who had sit beside her. Her face was pale. He helped her a bit and quickly resumed what he was halfway doing. "Don't rush," he repeated to himself. After that, he joined those who were trying to leave the ship. On his way out, he helped others, but he didn't help much, just a little. He was clear that his priority was to get out of the sinking ship. He helped carry a little girl out of the ship. She was crying. The mother needed to carry her baby.

Not long after that, the ship sank. The young man saw this, from some where quite far. He was still holding onto the little girl's hand, the mother sitting not far away. Then he noticed the lady he helped, on a boat which was also full of saved passengers. But of course, there are those who didn't survive. He regretted a little; he could have helped them. But deep down he knew that he was glad he survived.

He reunited with his family.

Years later, while he was sitting in his living room, enjoying a great holiday evening with his own family, the telephone rang. It was from his parents, asking how their grandchildren were doing. He answered all their questions patiently, his eyes staring at the photos on the rack : the graduation ceremony, his wedding, and of course the photograph of the whole family.



So here comes the question, which is the right thing to do?
possibility 1 or 2??

from possibility 1, he saved the lives of many but causing his parents to experience the heartbroken feeling that could not possibly be healed.

from possibility 2, he survived but didn't save the lives of those of sank with the ship, if he did stay behind and try to save some of them, perhaps some other families wouldn't have to endure the feeling of losing a loved one.

Saturday, 16 January 2010

late review~~

ok, so i didn't manage to do a review of year 2009 when 2010 is arriving...
but glad that i celebrate chinese new year too...
hahaha...

so!!!
here's my review of 2009 n the year of ox...

in this past year, a LOT has happened...

i lost a kin, but i gained a lesson..
i'm rejected by a uni, but i gained an experience...

i made a decision, an important, deciding decision...

i started my university life as an undergraduate...
i learnt a lot of new things...

i ended up staying in tpi...
but now, i have the chance to play piano, to drive a car, to watch taiwanese films through cable tv...

now, i have a laptop, i can go online everyday...

i lose somethings, but i gained several others..
i'm not sure whether i'll regret the things i lost, but i'm sure i'm happy with what i can do right now...

NOW!!
MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
1. piano practice must be an everyday habit
2. write at least 3 stories before the year 2011
3. EARN LOTS OF MONEY (money's essential people, admit it!! ^-^)
4. revive this blog!!

that's my new year resolution for now...
i'll add them when i think of some others....

ciao!

Wednesday, 14 October 2009

unexpected turn of things

it's been a very~~ long time since my last post....

a lot of things happened since the start of this year...
happy things, unhappy stuff, unimaginable happenings....

all those things i've nvr imagined, happened just like that...
after experiencing all these, i guess i felt different somehow...

who would've guessed that i'm still in tpi..
who would've guessed that i'm not in sg...
who would've guessed that...........................

but i guess they're all part of my life.,..

some ppl say that u can control fate..
some say that ur fate's in ur own hands...
but some things happen so fast n suddenly that there's nothing u can do about it..
sometimes we tried to control fate
we tried to defy it..
but still, sometimes, in some situations, u can't deny that u have to go with the flow..

am i trying to be optimistic??
or the truth is just that i can't accept the truth...

for now, all i know is..
no matter how things turn out to be, they're part of my life..
part of what makes me who i am...
i have to accept n make the best out of it..

i'll do my best!

Sunday, 18 January 2009

2009's first

well.......
another long hiatus since my last post...

first of all!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
quite late...
i know..
but still.........
what matters is the thought right?
^-^

anyway, one more week to go...
chinese new year's round the corner...
not that anyone's counting..
-_-"

all round the world, people are celebrating..
christmas, new year....
but then, i couldn't feel the atmosphere....
christmas and new year were just like any other day...
my father said that it's just coz i grew up...
but then, over there, grown ups are the one celebrating these kinds of thingies...
hmmmm...

ah...
there are quite a number of banners in tpi recently...
one near my house had a 'printing-error'..
now that chinese new year's coming, the banners are mostly congratulating and welcoming the season...
but for this particular banner........
it's not really that way...
on it were the words "she yuan guang jin 射源广进"
which should be...cai yuan guang jin 财源广进....
i wanted to take a photo of it, but kept on forgetting...
and then........someone changed it to the correct word...
pity....

these days, i've been thinking of my stories a lot...
the two finally-completed stories i wrote during my senior high school days were still in my mind...
and,well, they were real bad...
hahahah...
i intend to write a revised version of them...
NOTE!! intend to!!!
^-^
the thing is, this muddlehead-writing-lover-aka-me seem to have lost the original copy of both of the stories, although the plots are still fresh in my mind...
so!!!!!
NEED HELP PEOPLE!!!!!
i remember that i copied them and gave the copied version to some, if anyone still have them (not that i think people would keep them, if i were those people, i'd have thrown them away ages ago).....
PLEASE CONTACT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THANKS A LOTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well, that's all for now...
don't expect me to post in recent days...
i still owe myself a lot of stories to write!
bye bi.....


oh yeah..
by the way,
danson aka tang yu zhe's album is out now..
great songs inside...
inform me if any of you know the date and place of his sg autograph session...
thanks again!
^-^v

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

interlude

I'M BACK!!!
^-^v

actually, it's been two weeks since I'm officially BACK...
hahaha...

well, some days ago I participated in a special 'activity'...
learnt a lot of new things there...

anyway...
it's been quite a hectic year..
i think...
preparing for the A level is not an easy task, but i do admit that i slacked (A LOT)...^-^

truth is...
failing the uni entrance exam affects me a lot...
i think i changed the way i think after i received the rejection letter from the uni...
i was,um..,weak..
not that i'm strong now...
but it's just that i learnt how to push myself forward..
to motivate myself using the failures and others' despising thoughts...
i became very strict with myself...
started to demand more from myself...

getting the mark i got for ielts is, actually, not enough for me..
i know some will definitely kill me if they know my mark...
but that's the way i've changed into...

the marks i got for UN, back then, i thought it's good enough..
now, i think i didn't give my best...

sometimes i think that i'm giving myself too much stress...
my parents kept on telling me that a pass is enough for the As...
but...
that's not how i want me to achieve..
if i know i can do better, then why stop at the passing mark?

well..........
now the exams are over...
i don't know how the result will be...
i just hope for the best...
hahahahaha....

now...
after this year of competing with myself....
i'm going to relax (if i can)...
hope that i can get into a uni next year and face another challenge again...

nope, not that i like to compete, i just like to win...^-^v
yup, i've changed...that's true...
i like the feeling when you manage to prove that you can while all others think that you probably'll fail...
i like the feeling when people say 'i thought she couldn't'...
hahahahhahaha......

around 7 months of rest...
7 months' time to prepare for the next battle...
7 months' time to enjoy what i like to do, though it's not really true...

well.....
during these months...
i think i'd better set some targets...
hmm...
first of all....
new story coming soon! (let's hope so)

then i'd better get some datas.......

until next time...
mata ne...

Monday, 1 September 2008

mobile themes @ ownskin.com

wow...
it's been a while since my last post....
haahaha...

now preparing for the As...
so dunno when'll my next post come up...

recently i'm into creating themes for mobile phones...
just go to http://www.ownskin.com/
my username is flameyamikage (expected..hahaha..)
the link to my page is www.ownskin.com/home?u=flameyamikage
if i'm not wrong...
^-^

now i've made 2 themes, lavi and gundam seed couples...
i intend to make the 3rd one but dunno when i can do tat n what theme to make...
requests will be greatly welcomed! ^-^