Wednesday 10 December 2008

interlude

I'M BACK!!!
^-^v

actually, it's been two weeks since I'm officially BACK...
hahaha...

well, some days ago I participated in a special 'activity'...
learnt a lot of new things there...

anyway...
it's been quite a hectic year..
i think...
preparing for the A level is not an easy task, but i do admit that i slacked (A LOT)...^-^

truth is...
failing the uni entrance exam affects me a lot...
i think i changed the way i think after i received the rejection letter from the uni...
i was,um..,weak..
not that i'm strong now...
but it's just that i learnt how to push myself forward..
to motivate myself using the failures and others' despising thoughts...
i became very strict with myself...
started to demand more from myself...

getting the mark i got for ielts is, actually, not enough for me..
i know some will definitely kill me if they know my mark...
but that's the way i've changed into...

the marks i got for UN, back then, i thought it's good enough..
now, i think i didn't give my best...

sometimes i think that i'm giving myself too much stress...
my parents kept on telling me that a pass is enough for the As...
but...
that's not how i want me to achieve..
if i know i can do better, then why stop at the passing mark?

well..........
now the exams are over...
i don't know how the result will be...
i just hope for the best...
hahahahaha....

now...
after this year of competing with myself....
i'm going to relax (if i can)...
hope that i can get into a uni next year and face another challenge again...

nope, not that i like to compete, i just like to win...^-^v
yup, i've changed...that's true...
i like the feeling when you manage to prove that you can while all others think that you probably'll fail...
i like the feeling when people say 'i thought she couldn't'...
hahahahhahaha......

around 7 months of rest...
7 months' time to prepare for the next battle...
7 months' time to enjoy what i like to do, though it's not really true...

well.....
during these months...
i think i'd better set some targets...
hmm...
first of all....
new story coming soon! (let's hope so)

then i'd better get some datas.......

until next time...
mata ne...

Monday 1 September 2008

mobile themes @ ownskin.com

wow...
it's been a while since my last post....
haahaha...

now preparing for the As...
so dunno when'll my next post come up...

recently i'm into creating themes for mobile phones...
just go to http://www.ownskin.com/
my username is flameyamikage (expected..hahaha..)
the link to my page is www.ownskin.com/home?u=flameyamikage
if i'm not wrong...
^-^

now i've made 2 themes, lavi and gundam seed couples...
i intend to make the 3rd one but dunno when i can do tat n what theme to make...
requests will be greatly welcomed! ^-^

Sunday 30 March 2008

...

怪怪的。。。
感觉。。
很难形容。。
知道的那一刹那,心跳好像突然停止了。。。
我再看了几次。。
好像希望是我看错了。。

事实就是这样。。
其实应该是预料之内的事了吧。。。
也没什么好以外的。。
只是一时之间接受不了吧。。

我应该哭才对吧。。
可是我没有。。
我没办法哭。。。
是我变坚强了??
失去知觉了??
还是。。
只是在逞强??

不知道。。

也不知道接下来要怎样。。
也可能是我不想去想接下来要怎样。。

可是。。
真的。。
没有我想象中那么难过。。
那么心痛。。
或许是因为已经有心理准备了。。

the end of one thing is the beginning of other things...
^-^v
if you find a road where there's no obstacles, it probably doesn't lead anywhere...

应该是这样吧。。。
这条路不能走。。
那我就走另一条啊。。。
OK的。。
加油!!

Sunday 23 March 2008

怪怪的

今天早上。。
送我妹妹到码头后,
自己回来。。

一路上。。
好寂寞。。
感觉。。
怪怪的。。。

怪怪的。。。

Tuesday 11 March 2008

你是个好欺负的人吗?

有一对兄妹,被后母丢弃在黑暗的森林中。。。突然,看到了一间“糖果屋”!!那对兄妹很饿,所以把糖果屋吃掉。。不料,糖果屋是坏巫婆的房子。。。坏巫婆很生气。。她把他们抓起来。。把妹妹当成奴隶,而哥哥则要被吃掉!!为了救哥哥,妹妹想了很多办法。。。

如果你是妹妹,你会用什么方法解决巫婆呢??

1。把巫婆踹进火炉里,让巫婆被火烧死。。
2。用菜刀一刀捅死巫婆。。
3。用平地锅狠狠敲死巫婆。。
4。每天在食物里下毒,等时机一到,再一口气毒死巫婆。。

Tuesday 26 February 2008

no matter how gifted, you alone cannot change the world...

这是L对near说的一段话。。。

今天去看L...
不错。。。
只是有些部分有点恶心。。。

L还是很酷。。。
很爱吃甜点。。。
很天才!!!!
他会好多好多语言哦!!!
好厉害!!!

电影的结局。。。
L离开near的时候。。。
那一段。。。
很感人。。。

那时候。。。
真的掉眼泪了。。。
(好爱哭哦你!!!)

不错。。。
可以去看一看哦。。。

有些部分蛮好笑的。。。

不过我只是觉得。。。
有点不像death note里面的L...

去看看吧!!
然后再告诉我。。
你们的看法...
^-^v

Sunday 24 February 2008

开心的一天。。。JJ林俊杰哦!!!









今天。。


我去了JJ林俊杰的新歌发表会!!!!!!!!


哈哈哈。。


现场的“气”氛呢。。。


我只能说


很热!!!




大概三点的时候。。


JJ到了!!




他唱了很多歌。。。。


我也拍了很多照片。。。





OK.. 我承认。。。


照片不是很清楚。。。


没办法嘛。。。


尽力了。。。

我还有录了一些video....

好像也是不怎么清楚。。。

不好意思啦!!

哈哈哈。。。

将就点吧!!

对了!!

今天只是新歌发表会。。。

3月22号。。。

才是签唱会。。

好像只签“期待爱”专辑。。。

IMM。。。

我呢。。。

是一定会去的!!!

哈哈。。。

就写到这里。。。

bye!!